Ever feel like you know what you want to do, but don't know how to get there? You almost feel like you're in liminal space, a subspace even, or even limbo.

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Ever feel lost, but also know where you need to go?

You have a compass, but no map.

Feeling really out of mind today despite getting some stuff done. Exercise has been great to get myself back on track with who I am. I had been avoiding the gym for too long, mainly cause I left the arc and that wasn't a good choice for me to go back there anymore.

I've tried to meditate a bit more, but that was never my strong suit. Perhaps reading will help me get more aligned too. Increase my knowledge intake.

Incorporated podcasts and audiobooks again in my daily strolls. I do need to walk more that is for sure, and I think the heat has prevented me a bit. I used to walk everywhere, and now that I have a lot of places near me again. Perhaps I'll walk a lot more now.

I need to figure out what to eat today, and lately even, as I need to increase my protein intake still. Today I am fasting, which I didn't put in the Instagram post, but it has been making me feel weak and at unease. Perhaps it contributed to this feeling of wanderlust today. I'm not sure.

I fear that my energy will go down a lot when the winter comes. Winter is coming. Although maybe since I'm in a new place now I'll do better. Still not where I want to be like Austin or Singapore. Alas maybe it just takes time.

There doesn't seem to be any end in sight when it comes to my content, and I am hoping it will be my catalyst towards my future. I still see myself pursuing polymathy via the 🌐 United Living Construct. Eventually creating that seastead city state for the innovators of the world.

I think I lost my way a bit, and focused too much on content for content's sake? Perhaps this was needed so that I could get better, or widen my network. I'm not sure, but I do feel more aligned with my content I am choosing going forward.

Some friends come and go, and sometimes you need to be the one who goes if they're toxic. As I've had to do recently, which is hard. I've been connecting with people from around the world more again though which I appreciate.

Enough of my rambles, thank you for being here 💖