Recently I've not been making content. All of my newsletters have been on hiatus, one of the podcasts (polymathy one) has been on hiatus too, and even the other podcast (creator one) is slowly chugging away.

I don't have the habits instilled anymore for content creation. I've been trying to write my books at least when I get the urge to create. Although even that is going too slow too. Don't get me started on the 👾 PolyPRO posts, as they haven't had an update for a long while. Hence why I lost a couple paid subscribers even too.

It is frustrating to me that my endeavors haven't left as much of an impact. Even more so that my peers in my various niches somewhat ignore what I've done. I'm hesitant to say names or speak out loud, but at this point I doubt any of them will see this post regardless. I reached out to Degreed almost a decade ago about the Modular Degree and Modular Education Platform concepts, but NEVER got a response. However soon after they released their self-learning platform, that closely resembles the framework I created. Fine, I'm not the only person to come up with something like this, so I'm not going to whine. I just hope more people can be autodidacts.

However then we get to the Davinci Festival, by Waqas Ahmed, someone that I reached out to a few times over the years. He would have made for a great guest on the PolyCast for one, and I wanted to be a part of the festival. I just couldn't afford to attend, but honestly I should be speaking at it. Since I've been at this even longer than he has. I digress.

I think recently my frustration in my lack of output was even greater because I saw the https://toolfinder.co/stacks. Which I felt that I should have a stack on there, and haven't been asked. Despite being a content creator in the productivity and 🧠Knowledge Management space.

All in all, I'm Behind

I'm not even really angry at these people I mentioned earlier, but just annoyed that after 800 blogs, hundreds of videos and podcasts, that they don't see how much I could benefit their endeavors by being included.

Perhaps it is because I STILL have not MADE ENOUGH.

However that seems so ironic to me considering how long I've been making content. Maybe it is a lack of consistency? I'm unsure, and I don't know how to progress forward.

There are multiple paths ahead, multiple niches of mine that need the next steps done, and I don't know which way to lead.

I've felt behind for ages, and I've tried to get ahead so many times. I thought some of these "phases" would be ending by now, so that I could focus on the next one.

Maybe I should "give up" on the Modular Degree? It got me started, but I don't necessarily need to continue it. Conversely, part of me feels like I haven't done enough with it yet to do it justice.

Same goes for some of my other niches too like my 🏊 Mr. Dustin's Swim Academy niche.

I'm making this post...

All of this was on my mind, and I haven't touched my Ghost website in some time. Thus I thought the best course of action would be to write more.

I have been actively trying to grow my instagram following. In the this year alone I went from 840 ish followers to 960 roughly. In the last month I got 60,000 views, and it was a lot in the previous months as well. I'm trying to interact with more people there too.

Speaking of which, if you're reading this, then you're a supporter of me. I would love your support on there. https://www.instagram.com/polyinnovator/

Thank you.