NOW Page #48 July 2024

I find it difficult to grasp that I am not where I want to be.

After all of this time. Maybe it is youthful impatience, or maybe it is truly because I did not work hard enough. It is frustrating.

What am I doing... NOW? July 2024

The true self comes out in times of trouble. I got really low recently due to me feeling like I lost my third place.

However it must be the inciting action of this chapter to get me to finally take a step perhaps. I often think of life in a story book, or better yet a video game story sense.

With that I am reaching the end of this chapter, and while it seems to feel like it was drawn out. Perhaps it needed to be in order to include some events that shape me.

I'm rebuilding my content production system now that I moved to Obsidian and I have my new pc. I'm trying to stay busy with creating content since I really don't have anything else to do. Besides playing Tears of the Kingdom again.

In a bigger view #MACRO, What's Coming up

I have 3 trips lined up, two of which I may be able to combine. One to podcast movement, one to vidsummit, and one to ATX. The latter two may be able to be combined.

The PolyTools channel I think is going to explode if I can get more aggressive with development of the site and creating review content.

The gaming channel will put me a little outside my comfort zone with streaming. Which is a good thing, and it will create a lot of great content.

Other than that I can't think of anything I didn't say in the video!

Things I am consuming:

I'm replaying Tears of the Kingdom, and I kinda wish I had delayed the PKMN games a bit more so I could post Botw and TotK gameplay first however I think it is better this way.

Trying to find more and more music.

I also started the John Wick series which has been fun!